I have failed to blog in a while

I have an excuse

actually I have 3 :)

Their names are Brae, Phoenix and Valiant

and

They are my world

I am in a sentimental mood...

I love my boys

In a way I feel my boys have saved me

Regardless of my age when I gave birth to my first born

He gave me purpose

A reason to keep on keeping

A reason to believe in myself

A will to fight for whatever he needed

It doesn't matter that I haven't gone to college yet

I will go when my youngest is old enough

But

For now I am a mother and I love it

Wouldn't change my life for anything

In 2007

I planned on attending SUU and completing a bachelors in Fine arts

Department of Theatre Arts and Dance

that was my plan

and

then brae changed my plan in 2008.

I have since modified my plan

I can live vicariously through my son

Brae

He loves musicals :)

It's pretty much awesome

and for now that's all I need

to live my life for my sons

until they are old enough to start living it them selves

I'm young enough I am not worried

I will teach dance someday

or be a high school drama teacher

or grace the stage once more

but for now

I am content gracing my living room with the occasional event of breaking out in song :)

Dancing Through Life